started my leave from 18 Dec 07.. will be going back to work on 5 Jan 08.. nowadays, i don't feel the eagerness to return to work from leave.. Christmas eve stayed at home, New Year Eve stayed at home too.. surprisingly, i slept early.. wahaha... gone were the days that "die die must go chiong on these 2 holiday eves".. i'm wondering, is this a sign of ageing or symptoms of anti social behaviour....??? ha..ha... i think it gotta be age..
juz last week, something which all the while to be i think which is not important came creeping back to my mind.. all this while, i think marriage is a troublesome thing.. what if can't get along and wanted divorce? won't there be lots of legal issues and oso lots of paper signing and these and that.. worst if fight for custody of children...
what crept into my mind was.... one day i get old and die... i wont have any child to send me off on my last journey.. haiz.. come to think of it, very pathetic leh... and of course lonely... so, i think i will make all the necessary arrangements will i'm still alive.... ha.ha... like buying an altar space for myself so that whoever wanna come visit after my death will be able to find me (or will there be anyone to visit me????)
whoever you are reading this, pls don't get the wrong idea hor.... wahaha... i'm juz planning way ahead..... cos eventually if i get old... i will be a lonely soul... what i dread most is dying alone at home without anybody realising till the decomposed smell catches someone's attention.. i don't wan to die that way... wahaha.... mayb will get myself into an old aged home.. in this way, if i kick the bucket, at least i will be discovered earlier mah... i know that my health status ain't too good.. high blood, problem with my leg... i'm sure as age catches up, it will worsen..
think it's abt time to stay healthy and do more sports... thinking of buying roller blades.. dun know difficult to master the art of roller blading a not leh...
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If you go roller blading call me hah. Remember those days in PA where the 2 of us always ran last at the back of squads during training....hehehe.
Roller blade I believe I should be able to go faster...........
you go roller blading one huh?? where you normal blade? tink east coast park will be a good choice cos got many "sceneries" to see... i not yet decide wanna buy roller blades a not leh.. during training in PA we ran together meh?? jialat.. can't recall.. think mind not working liao...
Dun worry....if I am still alive when you go, I will send you off. Heard about MC King? Well. I guess its about time we really think of our health. Can die never mind.... the worse is cannot die, lie on bed and need others to look after, very miserable!!!!
Dun worry....if I am still alive when you go, I will send you off. Heard about MC King? Well. I guess its about time we really think of our health. Can die never mind.... the worse is cannot die, lie on bed and need others to look after, very miserable!!!!
haiz.. for you no prob la.. at least you have your children... for me nothing leh... no children to look after me.. some time back i casually asked my nephews (11 & 14 yrs old) will they take care of me when i grow old or will they let me stay at their house when i have no place to stay.. guess what they replied?! they say see how first lor... i hear liao nearly pengz.....!!! haiz.. can't imagine if it really happens then how??!! but watever it is, both of them will still get whatever i leave behind... not much though.. haiz... this coming march me gonna turn 37 years old liao...!!! wakoz... 37 yrs old!!!!!!!! sibeh fast leh...!!! once you touch 30 yrs old, it seems like each year getting by faster and faster... haiz... 岁月不留人。。。
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