So fast one month liao…

Time is passing so fast with a blink of the eyes.. wow really amazing... Have to keep things slow... age is catching up and need to chill...

Decision is made..

I have decided to take the step back.. wishing all the best will be with you.. so long as you are happy and I know that there is someone taking good care of you, I will be happy for you too.. It wasn't an easy road journey for me.. along the way, some things and incidents made me realise that we ain't heading anywhere nor will there be a result that I wished for.. Do not mistaken that I don't treasure it.. I took it seriously.. But it is very clear that I can't carry on with it.. I will always remember you as part of my life journey.. My family and friends do not know who you are.. It is better kept this way.. I am always here for you if you need a listening ear.. ☺☺

Learning to let go…

I have to learn to let go and not dwell on it.. Knowing that it is near impossible but not willing to let it go.. this isn't healthy.. I guess it takes time.. I realised that I am the root of this problem and I have to resolve it.. I know I can walk out from this.. Juz need time.. ☺☺

We cannot control everything in our life

There are things and matters in our life that are beyond our control.. the people we meet, the things we do and outcome.. The people we meet.. it comes and goes.. we cannot control the appearance sequence.. i wondered why not earlier.. 只是过客吗？。。does the outcome really matters or I just want the process.. The struggle within is unbearable at times and it's real.. now i truly understand the meaning of 进一步没资格，退一步舍不得。。

Life after 50

 I tendered my resignation from the job that I love doing.. All thanks to a bitch supervisor who had been making things difficult for me eversince she took over the Deputy post.. I believe what goes around comes around.. Hope karma bites you back real hard you bitch!! 🤣🤣

It is never easy to click on the button to resign.. its easy said then done.. I struggled to click.. the amount of stress and pressure were never easy to deal with.. I have embarked on a new job.. it is wise to secure a job first before leaving the current job.. I wanna work while I can.. Have to self sustain as I am single.. Need to firm up my finances so that I do not need to rely on others..

Managed to find my blog.. haha

 After 17 years, I managed to find my blog that i started in 2008.. 🤣🤣🤣