Learning to let go…

I have to learn to let go and not dwell on it.. Knowing that it is near impossible but not willing to let it go.. this isn't healthy.. I guess it takes time.. I realised that I am the root of this problem and I have to resolve it.. I know I can walk out from this.. Juz need time.. ☺☺

We cannot control everything in our life

There are things and matters in our life that are beyond our control.. the people we meet, the things we do and outcome.. The people we meet.. it comes and goes.. we cannot control the appearance sequence.. i wondered why not earlier.. 只是过客吗？。。does the outcome really matters or I just want the process.. The struggle within is unbearable at times and it's real.. now i truly understand the meaning of 进一步没资格，退一步舍不得。。

Life after 50

 I tendered my resignation from the job that I love doing.. All thanks to a bitch supervisor who had been making things difficult for me eversince she took over the Deputy post.. I believe what goes around comes around.. Hope karma bites you back real hard you bitch!! 🤣🤣

It is never easy to click on the button to resign.. its easy said then done.. I struggled to click.. the amount of stress and pressure were never easy to deal with.. I have embarked on a new job.. it is wise to secure a job first before leaving the current job.. I wanna work while I can.. Have to self sustain as I am single.. Need to firm up my finances so that I do not need to rely on others..

Managed to find my blog.. haha

 After 17 years, I managed to find my blog that i started in 2008.. 🤣🤣🤣