So fast one month liao…

Time is passing so fast with a blink of the eyes.. wow really amazing... Have to keep things slow... age is catching up and need to chill...

Decision is made..

I have decided to take the step back.. wishing all the best will be with you.. so long as you are happy and I know that there is someone taking good care of you, I will be happy for you too.. It wasn't an easy road journey for me.. along the way, some things and incidents made me realise that we ain't heading anywhere nor will there be a result that I wished for.. Do not mistaken that I don't treasure it.. I took it seriously.. But it is very clear that I can't carry on with it.. I will always remember you as part of my life journey.. My family and friends do not know who you are.. It is better kept this way.. I am always here for you if you need a listening ear.. ☺☺

Learning to let go…

I have to learn to let go and not dwell on it.. Knowing that it is near impossible but not willing to let it go.. this isn't healthy.. I guess it takes time.. I realised that I am the root of this problem and I have to resolve it.. I know I can walk out from this.. Juz need time.. ☺☺

We cannot control everything in our life

There are things and matters in our life that are beyond our control.. the people we meet, the things we do and outcome.. The people we meet.. it comes and goes.. we cannot control the appearance sequence.. i wondered why not earlier.. 只是过客吗？。。does the outcome really matters or I just want the process.. The struggle within is unbearable at times and it's real.. now i truly understand the meaning of 进一步没资格，退一步舍不得。。

Life after 50

 I tendered my resignation from the job that I love doing.. All thanks to a bitch supervisor who had been making things difficult for me eversince she took over the Deputy post.. I believe what goes around comes around.. Hope karma bites you back real hard you bitch!! 🤣🤣

It is never easy to click on the button to resign.. its easy said then done.. I struggled to click.. the amount of stress and pressure were never easy to deal with.. I have embarked on a new job.. it is wise to secure a job first before leaving the current job.. I wanna work while I can.. Have to self sustain as I am single.. Need to firm up my finances so that I do not need to rely on others..

Managed to find my blog.. haha

 After 17 years, I managed to find my blog that i started in 2008.. 🤣🤣🤣

Went Fishing With Brandon on 03-07-2008

went pond fishing with brandon on 03-07-2008.. the rate charge $50 for 5 hours.. fish releasing time 1000hrs, 1500hrs & 2000 hrs.. it works out to $10 for an hour.. i tink it's very reasonable.. found out abt this place from fishing website.. went to recee couple of times and finally decided to give it a try.. brandon was itching to fish as he had finished his U studies.. hahaha.. it was pretty quiet, no bites at all when we started fishing at abt 1230hrs.. the bigger fish was caught 20 mins after fishes were release at 1500hrs.. i didn't know my bait was taken by the Ang cho.. i was tying a hook when i look at the water again for my float.. realising that my float was missing, my heart began to pump faster and harder.. haha... i reeled in my line slowly and then there was a strong pull! immediately i set the hook and the fight was ON!! i reeled in without using much strength, so i guessed it's below 1kg mark.. as my line got closer.. the fish suddenly made a dash and my rod was bent to U shape!! as i'm only using 10 pound line, i decided to release the tension abit to let the fish pull and tired out.. for abt 5 times, the fish made a dash when i reeled in my line.. finally i saw an Ang Cho which looked quite a size.. carefully and slowly brandon helped me to bring up the fish!! haha.. the second fish was caught abt 10 mins before i ended my session.. we weighed the fish and the bigger one was 2.4kg, the smaller one was 1.4kg.. end of the day, i looked like a red lobster as the weather was damn hot.. but worthwhile.. looking forward to another session as brandon wanted to go again.. anyway, we are going for offshore trip with Uncle Chong on 15th July.. am excited and looking forward to the trip...

Neglected Blog Again.... HaHa...

been busy since mid march, thus neglected to update blog..
basically i spent majority of my time monitoring sg and US stock market..
the rest were occupied by work, doing extra duties cos shortage of class 4 drivers.. really tired out cos in april i was working with only 1 off day per week.. wtf!!!
anyway, i had sold some of my stocks on hand.. for local stocks i'm in negative territory, but for US stocks, i'm in positive territory..
i had stayed away from trading as market is going thru a highly volatile period.. even with technical analysis, direction of trading patterns may go against what it should be.. so better stay at side line.. moreover the speculation of oil is reaching sky high and it seems like everyday it's hitting a new ceiling..
now that i have more free time, i think it's back to updating my blog again....
hahaha.....

recently got this blood pressure measuring device. operates on 2 AAA sizes batteries. my family has history of high blood pressure and is good that i have this thingy at home so that everyone can make good use of it to monitor their blood pressure movements. very easy to operate. juz need to wrap it around your wrist, press the red operate button and the result will show in approx 1 min.

you can check the previous 20 readings by pressing the memo button. it will show you the date and time of the last 20 readings.

this is my reading for today. it shows the systolic and diastolic reading. healthy range will read at about 130/90 if i'm not wrong. i took my medication in the morning and i took my reading at about 1pm. if i take my reading in the morning when i wake up, the reading will be kinda higher. no wonder it is said that in the morning when you wake up, your blood pressure is the highest. anyway, this device oso indicate your heartbeat rate. i strongly recommend to have one at home for those who have family members suffering from high blood pressure. cos when you are not feeling too well, you can use this to check if you have high or low blood pressure.